21

today is my birthday, 10th of January. that's why my fav number is 1001.

actually, I feel kinda scared because I am now 21! hello..I am now considered as an adult!
two days ago, I went shopped as usual, alone.. I drove to the nearest mall from my home to buy at least a pair of jeans. However I accidentally bought one cardigan and a light peach dress along with a pair of jeans. (its hard to find jeans according to my taste nowadays)

after tried some new sushi at a Japanese restaurant in the mall, I went home and tried out clothes that I have bought to show them to my little siblings and ibu.
Their comments, lil bro said, "cute!! cantik..waa..baju baru.."..
                          Ibu said, "hahah..mcm budak2!"

OMG I totally forgot that I was turning 21 soon! that is not good..I have clothes that I never wear because of her same comment, she said they are childish. she lets me wear them but I feel like I dont deserve wearing those kind of clothes. I can't go shopping with my ibu because she will be exhauseted following me with my lil bro, aite? and I found that's burdening to her.

so, when will I wear the clothes?? I found them cute and simple..I like them that's why I bought them. I'm afraid that people will laugh at me because I am now a 21-years-old woman wearing girlishly. *dilemma*

adios!
Miss O